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Phlegyas Windstarr · Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 9:36 pm Post subject: Phelgyas's Journel

Sept. 07

This is a strange city I have stumbled on. Others like me, a vampire, move freely without fear. But like anywhere else I have been, I don't belong here either. My curse, my physical deformity makes me an outcast. Humans and Vampires flee from me. Am I that horrable to look at? Would I be better off dead? I miss my old master Yamato. He accepted me for who I am and not what I looked like. If he wasn't blind, would he have fleed instead of training me in the ways of a warrior?

I shall remain hidden of now, hiding in the shadows, keeping to myself. I need food, haven't eaten in a couple days. I think I will go on a hunt.

Oct.07
I awoke this evening to a strange sight. This woman was standing over me. I could tell she was a vampire, but she was different. She had a aura around her that I hadn't seen before. She asked if I was alright. Was she blind also? Look at me, Look at my ears, my face, everything about me is messed up. I wasn't ready for what she did next though. She bit me and then made me drink her blood. By the Gods it tasted sweet. She took me back to her castle and I believe, for the first time in my life, have a 'family'.

Oct.07
I have spent a lot of time with this woman who sired me, as I found out it is called. Her name is Gena Windstarr and she has been kind to me. I have repaid her kindness with the only thing I know how to do, I have treated her like a lady. We have spent the better part of the night talking and I understand now why she took me in, She is somewhat of an outcast herself. I think she is also taken by my appearance, the way she looks at me, touches my hand, strokes my hair; dare I say she is falling for me? If she is why?

Oct.07
I really should be putting dates on my entries. I have been spending alot of time with Gena and my feelings for her have growen stronger. She acts like a mother to me, but I can tell she wants more. I don't know how to approach her and tell her how I feel for her.

Oct.07
My feelings for are growing. I have been and always be a gentleman towards her, for I believe that is what she needs in her life. She told me about her ex-husband and her new love...should I feel threatened? I have told her I will be there for her if she needs me.

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Phlegyas Windstarr · Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 9:37 pm Post subject:

Nov.07
I meet a fellow by the name of Galen. Gena informed me that he was her son also. He seems like a nice enough fellow, but I should be cautious.

Nov.5, 07
Finally I remembered to put down a date. Gena, Galen, and I had a little meeting today, and Galen expressed his love for Gena. I felt my heart ache and couldn't bring myself to reveal all my feeling for her. I did tell her that I loved her and would die for her. I would stand by her side no matter what. I left the room after I said my piece, and told them I would back off if it meant I could prevent harm to Gena.

Nov.8, 07
I went out training today and completely underestimated my opponent. I ended up getting 'killed'. I managed to make my way to the castle. I really didn't want to tell Gena what happened, because it was my fault. My mind has been on her and only her. I can't think of anything else. I would have liked to have seen how things would have transpired if given the chance.

Nov.9, 07
I bumped in to Gena and she was not looking well at all. She had told me that she had 'killed' herself! I had to know why she would do a thing like that, and she told me some off the wall story. I now the real reason though. She is in a state of confusion. She is torn between her love for Galen and her love for me. I love her deeply and had hoped someday I might even get the chance to marry her. She would make a fine wife and lover. I guess the Gods are still not going to let me experience true happiness. Besides who would really want a freak like me anyway. I am deformed, I am hideous. I have realized why she chooses Galen over me. She would be with someone who 'looks' normal.
Maybe I should find my way back to Japan and my old master. I have caused so much pain in my short stay in this city. My thoughts are always on her and nothing else. I haven't slept in days. I can't remember the last time I have eaten. My honor tells me I can not take my own life, but perhaps someone will do it for me. I have a feeling my 'brother' Galen would do it without so much of a second thought. I have caused both him and Gena so much pain. I think I will roam the city for awhile.
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Phlegyas Windstarr · Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 9:38 pm Post subject:

Nov. 9, 07 continued
I have returned from my little romp in the city. Fortunately no one was out and about. I walked for what seemed like miles. I still don't feel any better.

I went to a party the other night for Gena. I was surprised I was even invited. I am still not sure if I am completely welcomed by the family, but I felt I owed it to Gena to show. However when I saw Galen and Gena on the dance floor, I couldn't take it anymore. My anger and rage wanted to take over, but thanks to your teaching Master I was able to keep them in check. I left the party with out saying a word to anyone. I don't think anyone would even notice.

Master I am in a real state of confusion. I wish you were here now; I could use your guidance. I have never been this confused before. I had always accepted the fact no one would ever want to be seen with me. I have never really cared what people thought anyway. For the most part everyone I have met was an ass and should have died by my hand. Master Yamato and Gena were the only one's who ever really kind and understanding to me. They would be defended by my blade. Everyone else should have been killed at birth, including me.

I know if you hadn't taught me about honor, I would have already ended the world’s pain by riding it of the likes of me.

I think I might need to get some fresh air....Master....Gena.... I am really depressed.

Phlegyas Windstarr · Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 9:38 pm Post subject:

Nov 10. 07

Gena came to visit me last night. She told me her feelings for me and how she wants to marry me! I had no idea. Why me? Galen looks normal and I am the 'boogyman' as the children say. I scare people with my appearance, but yet here is this woman who looks past that and wants to be mine. I don't understand.

Yes I love her and I am beginning to understand why I have never been involved with anyone before. The truth of the matter is I am in love with her and would love to take her, both physically and spiritually. I want her in my bed with me....but I know that could never happen. I have never been with a woman before. I curse the Gods for their cruelty, their sick jokes at my expense. I think I will turn in for now as the hour grows late.

Phlegyas Windstarr · Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 9:39 pm Post subject:

Nov. 11, 07

I bumped into Galen today and we talked about our feelings for Gena and about our past. Much to my surprise he is somewhat like me, not an outcast, but soft spoken and caring. He will speak up on matters that mean a lot to him, and Gena is one such matter.

Galen is a well mannered person who has a deep love for Gena. He kept his feeling bottled up for a long time and finally he felt he had to say something. It just so happens he spoke at the same time I did. We both don't want to cause her any more pain than she is already in. There for we both agreed to give this three way marrige a shot.

I feel it would be the only way both of us could be with her. She has expressed her love for both and now I feel I couldn't leave even if I had too. My love for her grows more everyday and , if the Gods allow it, we will be married soon. Gena knows my feeling for her and Galen's feeling as well. I guess time will tell.

Phlegyas Windstarr · Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 9:39 pm Post subject:

Nov 12, 07

Well we, Galen, Gena, and I, talked last night. We all agreed to give the three way marriage a try. I could tell that Galen was very happy as was Gena, but I still had some reservations about it. Gena assured us both that no matter what she was going to love us both equally. The more she talked, the more my fears disappeared. Gods she is wonderful.

I have a feeling that Galen and I are going to become quite close as brothers and as friends. He suggested the he and I do a little ceremony as well to strengthen or brotherhood. I believe this was a good idea. It was also suggested that we do the ceremony with my other brother Grim, who I have been asked by to stand with him at his own wedding. This idea is also sound.

I went out a little while ago and found Gena the perfect ring. Now I have to find the proper attire for this, the happiest day of my life. I am unaccustomed to such events and have thought of asking Galen or Grim for some assistance. I am sure either will help.

Phlegyas Windstarr · Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 9:40 pm Post subject:

I returned from checking out the city this evening and found a box lying on my bed. I looked at the card and saw it was from M'Love. The card read: 'Here is a gift for you my dearest, it should serve you well be it in battle or adorning the wall of your room. I hope you like it, my handsome warrior. I love you... Gena.'

I opened the box and found the most wonderful of swords. The blade was exquisite, the hilt was beautifully crafted. Overall the balance on it was perfect. I shall have this mounted on my wall. A weapon such as this should not be used in battle. I too must go and find her, my darling, M"Love, a special gift.

Phlegyas Windstarr · Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 9:41 pm Post subject:

Nov 13, 07

I am going to get married!!!! I am still in a state of shock. I feel this is a dream, and if it is I hope I would never want to wake up. My brother, Galen, and I have got to be the two luckiest men in the world to marry such a wonderful, intelligent, gorgeous woman.

I have begun to look for a traditional wedding attire from either Japan, which I sent most of my like in, or Greece. It has not been the easiest task I have had to do, but I want it to be a special for her. I believe I might have a ring picked out already. I asked my two aunts, Skitz and Chantra, what they thought about the rings I had picked. Both of them have great taste and I value their opinion greatly.

My other brother, Grim, is getting married here soon and all of us thought it would be a great idea to hold a double ceremony. I would already be up there, as Grim asked if I would be in his wedding. Everything is falling into place nicely. My life might finally be turning around for the better.

Phlegyas Windstarr · Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 9:41 pm Post subject:

Nov. 14, 07

Looking for the perfect wedding attire has been most difficult. Nothing seems to work. I am wanting it to be prefect. I have been all over town checking out the shops, but no one carries anything traditional Japanese of Greek attire. I might have to settle for something more modern. I believe Grim is wearing a tux to his, but I do not feel right wearing a tux.

I am excited about everyones wedding and I feel I should ask Grim if we could do a double wedding. Besides Galen he is really the only family member that I have talked to. He might even have some ideas as to what to wear.

Phlegyas Windstarr · Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 9:42 pm Post subject:

Oct 15, 07

My first romantic encounter with Gena was terrific. I never knew what a pleasurable experience it could be. She is absolutely fantastic. I know I am truly in love with her and can't wait for our wedding to arrive. What am I saying; I can't wait for the honeymoon.

I need to start doing my vows to her and I still need to find something to wear. I know I don't have anything in my wardrobe; I never had a reason to dress nicely. Gods help me find something.

Phlegyas Windstarr · Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 9:42 pm Post subject:

Oct. 18, 07

I have completed my vows finally. They are not too long, but it does say the way I feel for Gena. I showed them to Galen and he asked if we could do the vows together. He feels the same way. I told him I didn't care if we say them together. Either way Gena should love them.

I also found my suit for the wedding. I must say it suits me well. This whole experience is going to be draining on all of us, but it is well worth it. Galen and I have started to get close and I feel that we are going to be close friends.

Gods I can't wait for the wedding. I can't wait for the honeymoon. I can't wait to spend the rest of eternity with her.

Phlegyas Windstarr · Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 9:43 pm Post subject:

Oct 19, 07

Well we have set a date for the wedding, October 20th. I am excited, but at the same time I am also nervous. I have never been wed before so this is a new experiance for me. I do not know how M'Lord Galen is feeling, perhaps I should go and ask him. M'Lord Grim told me he would stop by later on, so I should wait for him and then we both can check on M'Lord Galen.

Gods give me strenght to make it through the wedding with out incadent. I will be nervous, but I feel if my brothers fell the same way I might not be as bad. I also have to give M'Lord Galen his copy of the wedding vows. We have decided to read every other line. The last line shall be said together. M'Lady Gena will be surprised....I am sure of this.

Phlegyas Windstarr · Posted: Mon Jan 07, 2008 3:25 am Post subject:

Jan 6, 08

It has been a while since I have wrote anything. The wedding to Gena was a success and the honeymoon was excellent. I feel that M'Lord Galen and I are going to get along rather well. He is rather unique in his ways and it will take some getting use to, but I believe I can get use to him.

I have also gotten some new enemies as well. A young, and very stupid person name Kellen Bloodwell attacked me while I was sleeping in the castle. Also I went into hiding after I was chased by two other vampires; Lethal and Maleficent. They took the time to hunt me down and killed me in my hide out. I have started to fight back, and noticed my temper is getting the best of me. I know my master would not approve, but I feel I must do what I must to survive here.

My master, how I miss him so, but I have left the part of my life behind. I know if the Gods permit it, I will see my master once again. But for now I will be by M'Love's side no matter what the Gods throw at me.
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Phlegyas Windstarr · Posted: Sat May 03, 2008 4:36 pm Post subject:

May 3,

It has been a long time my friend since I have written in you. Alot has been happening, keeping me from the one I love and it pains me to see her suffer. I would love to spend every waking moment with Gena and the rest of the family, however I am still sorting things out in my head. I never would have dreamed of being part of such a large family. It has been overwhelming and I needed to figure things out.

In my retreat, I can across a young gentleman who was gravely injured. Needlees to say after everything was said and done I now have a son from my bloodline. His name is Altaïr ibn La-Ahad. It sounds Arabic, and from what I have seen of him he is a quick learner. He shall be a powerful force to reckon with.

How I have missed Gena so and how I have pained her to keep this family together. She has done a job that 3 sisters could not do. I feel I have spent too much time away from the castle and from those who care for me. I have my "issues" resolved and now it is time to exact my revenge on those who have harmed my family. It is also time I take my rightful place as the 'Alpha Male' of the family. With Gean as the 'Alpha Female' and I as the 'Alpha Male' we shall bring order to this chaos.

Gena, M'Love, I know you have read part of my Journel in the past and I hope you will read this and understand my actions. I have come home and now it is time for us to kick some ass. I Love you M'Love.
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